Eggy

Have you ever notice how fragile an egg can be? How easily it get cracked? How gentile you have to handle it? I'm sure if you handle something with care that something must be an egg. 

But have you ever tried to crack an egg by placing it between your hands and squeeze the ends of the egg real hard?  

 Well if you haven't tried that yet, please take a moment and go try yourself.. It will never crack.. Unless you are the Hulk, but I hope it's not your case. 

Anyways let's take a moment and say it : well how amazing it thaaaattt!! How is that possible? 

I don't know the answer to that question, and to be honest, I don't really care.. I'm just happy it made me realize something 

And that is: how similar we are as people to the egg:) 

We can get easily broken and offended by anything! Seriously now.. ANYTHING.. Even a kid or a poster that make us feel ugly or fat.  We get easily hurt by words, looks, ourselves, our friends, our beloved..and so on. And that is just because we allow it to happen, to affect us ( but that is another subject I do not want to talk about now)  

Where I want to get is to talk about this part of the story..

  what about that unbreakable part? How are we similar to that? What is that thing that cannot break us? You can even say.. What is that thing that cannot even touch us?   What is up with that?? 

Hmmm 

In case we forgot, we are created by an astonishing Smart God! And I think that He created us in such a way that..no matter how much the devil will try to crack us, he will never succeed, he will never  be able to!!! God made us devilproof! Ironic as it is.. If you think about how fragile we are.. He cannot do a thing to us! The only thing he can do is lie to us.. And if we believe those lies, yes.. We do get hurt and offended and discouraged and so on.. But only because WE allowed it to get through.. We have a free will you know. 

It's just amazing when I think about it!  Nothing in this world can touch my soul apart form God and what I allow to get through.  

Guard your soul! Keep your eyes open to spot the  lies. And don't be afraid of the devil. He cannot lay a finger on you. If he could do you any harm.. You would be dead by now. :) 

   

Tulip bulb

If you are a 'tulip lover' , I'm sure you know what is the process of growing your own tulip. But In case you don't know, it takes a lot of time, a lot of carrying and the seed is.. Well not as nice as the flower itself.  But when you hold that 'bulb' in your hand, you get that picture in your head of how the 'bulb' will turn into an amazing flower.. And you start to get excited and looking forward to see that result happening.. Especially if you are a 'tulip lover' 

You are probably wondering why am I going on about a flower, even with details..what can be so important about it. Well the flower itself is not the main focus in my story, the main point that I'm trying to make here is how similar that is if you compare it with how God sees us when He looks at us. 

Let me make it more understandable.. I'm crazy about tulips. If I would have a 'bulb' of tulip I would hold it in my hand, stare at it with excitement and go on and on about it.. And how an amazing thing  it will get out of that 'onion looking thingy'  😊.. Because I know what the result will be - 'An amazing straight white tulip, which will smell of fresh summer joy' 

I'm already excited about it and I don't  even have one :))  

anyways .. I can see Him holding you,- ' a bulb', who looks noting more then a 'stupid face' to someone else.. I can see Him full of excitement, shouting out loud about you.. And how amazing that 'little thing' He is holding in His hands it will grow out to be.  He is dancing with joy, He is completely fascinated about you.. Because that's the way He looks at us. 

That's the way He sees us. 

He doesn't see you as a 'bulb', as a weak person who always fail to learn, who always falls down forgetting how to stand up..  He knows it is a long process for you to become that ' straight white tulip' . But HE knows what you can become, and when He's  eyes are upon you.. He cannot see ANITHING else than Beauty in the making. He sees you already there. 

But my final point is this .. 

Someone told me once that what she like the most about me is that I look to see the good in people and bring that out into light.. 

I did not realize I'm doing so..But then I remember a time that was long ago, when I asked God to help me see the  people around me through His eyes not mine. And what I'm asking you now is.. Don't look at people and label them based on what your eyes are letting you see.. Try to go a little deeper.. use His eyes, they can see wonders:) and after a while it will become something natural to you.

And don't forget! You are an amazing wonder in His eyes! And one to become for all the eyes to see. Believe in yourself and let it grow. 

A shout from a crying heart for a wake up soul.

I am so tired of being all over the place all the time. I miss doing 'my stuff' with myself and I.. And God, In fact I miss God a lot. I miss having revelations, I miss growing daily, I miss having genuine people around me! I miss investing, drawing, singing, playing silly games. The most thing I miss.. I think it's being me.. I miss the smell of grass and to feel it underneath  my bare feet, I miss going into the wild, exploring, freezing, dying for some food :).. I miss having smart talks, debate mysteries. I miss being rested, I miss writing I miss blogging..  I miss the REAL life! I miss living life and enjoy the little things. I miss enjoying my freedom, using my brain more. I miss talking about the things that matters! I miss crying for injustice! 

I miss the deepness of my heart! I miss the deepness of my soul! I miss the deepness of my Spirit! I miss the freedom of my heart! I miss the freedom of my soul! I miss the freedom of my Spirit! I miss them all! 

Why do we hide ourselves away? Why do we lock our souls so deep inside that even we forgot who we truly are? Why don't we care about ourselves anymore? Isn't it what "love yourself " means? To care about yourself? Do something about it! Don't let "you" die! 

I miss carrying about truth! I miss knowing what the truth is! I miss feeling and believing in good people. Why do we care and protect children so much and when they grow up and become 'big people' we treat them like animals? Aren't we all children with a bit more or less experience? Why do we hate so much? Even worse.. Why don't we care anymore?  What happened with art in this world? What happened with natural beauty? No one stops to notice the natural beauty of this world anymore..and even if there are a few who does so, they are swallowed back in the next moment by the rush and this brain washed world.. We are turning into monsters and there is no way out of it! Or is there a way?